when the spectres start descending, he knows what that feels like, doesn't he? ]
Fight it, fight it, fight it!
[ he doesn't know who he's yelling for, this time. xie lian slams himself into the barrier - hard. he's thrown back, and throws himself into it. again, again, again, the force enough to fling him out of the way.
and on a particularly hard hit, his hands slam into the barrier, and he shouts with the ferocity and desperation of someone who has lost so, so much, who can barely take a loss more than one he'd already prepared himself for, ] Kaeya, if you're not going to live for yourself, then live for me!
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when the spectres start descending, he knows what that feels like, doesn't he? ]
Fight it, fight it, fight it!
[ he doesn't know who he's yelling for, this time. xie lian slams himself into the barrier - hard. he's thrown back, and throws himself into it. again, again, again, the force enough to fling him out of the way.
and on a particularly hard hit, his hands slam into the barrier, and he shouts with the ferocity and desperation of someone who has lost so, so much, who can barely take a loss more than one he'd already prepared himself for, ] Kaeya, if you're not going to live for yourself, then live for me!
[ words he's said before.
words he's meant.
words he means, now. ]